In the night of every morning
when I leave my daughters to go to that empty place
is when I pass it-
I used to hear the hum of insects
or just the mist of silence-
The field once had only sky and light
and darkness settled there at night
into the quiet of wheat growth.
It filled me with breath
the rubber and air spinning beneath me to carry me onward.
Now I see through the glass the once empty field
now pumped full of houses, drawn up like a circus
almost overnight.
Landscaped hills, manufactured mulches,
pathways of pavement.
The once empty field is gone
like my father was gone
with his daughter, my sister,- left, a stump of a kid.
The trees almost in rows
like teeth.
And I can see the house where I grew
up into something other than a boy
the kind of construction that leaves one vacant.
It was there I learned the art of making histories
creating narratives to hope in or distract from-
And how about this pond for drainage?
As fictional as American History-
behind every idol, there's a god.
Cincinnatus goes home.
Washington goes home.
I can never leave home.
(Note: 3rd Draft (12/06/22)
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The once empty field now pumped full
of houses, drawn up like a circus
almost overnight.
Landscaped hill. Manufactured mulch-
pathway of pavement.
The city planner is always one-step
behind--the children using the railings
as monkey bars.
The trees almost in rows
like teeth.
And how about this pond?
As fictional as American History-
behind every idol, there's a god.
Cincinnatus goes home.
Washington goes home.
Note: (2nd Draft (12/4/22))
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